I wrote about my grandma. I always have a hard to describing how much I truly love her and what she meant to me my whole life! I'm lost that she is gone and still haven't let it in completely! Going up to Idaho this summer will be the hardest trip of my life!
I have two ugly tattoos on my back that I got too young and have wanted to cover up for a long time. So this is the perfect opportunity to cover them up and honor my grandma. I never truly understood memorial tattoos before. I never really understood how they helped people, but I also never really lost anyone! Now I know!
The big back piece will be my true tribute to her. I'm getting french flowers to cover up the bottom tattoo that will represent where she came from. I'm getting a butterfly flying away over the tattoo on my right shoulder blade to represent her flying away. I'm going to have the saying "Who I am is because of you, My Grandma, My Person" worked into the tattoo and it will be done in French. It will look like this... "Qui je suis est grace a toi, ma mamie, ma personne"
In the meantime I wanted to get her name tattooed on the inside of my wrist. Real simple & clean so that I could always see her name with everything I do. I went a little bigger with some swirls that will match my back tattoo! And now I truly know why people get them and how much the truly help your heart heal! Every time I look down and see my arm I'm filled with memories of her. I'm filled with love and happiness and feel like she's closer to me! I'm so glad I got it where I did instead of in the back tattoo or the back of my neck. It helped me even more than I thought it would!
So here it is! The swirls will fade as it heals so they are a soft gray and not competing with her name. This is a self portrait at the park while holding my big heavy camera, shooting at 1.8 with one hand and using BBF. Not an easy task and I didn't think it would turn out! I was happy it did...
Thank yoiu for looking and reading (if you did) and I'll post pictures of the big tattoo as I get it. It will still be a month or two and will take at least two sittings to get it all done! I can't wait for the tattoo but I can wait for the pain. This wrist tattoo is my fifth and this one killed me. So either the wrist area is sensitive or I'm getting wimpy in my old age!